My letter to God

Dear God, I know that i haven't been talking to you like i should be but i would like to take the time out to just write you. God there are so many fake people in the world i don't know who's real or not i mean you would think that people have a certain they woulod want to uphold. But i guess because everybody doen't have you and that's ashame. I'm not even mad at they people because i kniew it was going to come one day but i just didnt think that day was today. [ahahaha] All i can do is laugh and pray because i feel sorry for them..its so sad. Hmph welll thats all God


Amen:)

She's now free

It was mo longer hidden, it's no longer a secret! The girl that everyone once thought was perfect and without flaw, good skin, pretty eyes and smile with white teeth. Not too small nor too big, proper speaking habbits has messed up? How could she have did such horrid things like we've heard. This is an abomination, this makes zero sense to to us. But deep down way down inside of the little girl's heart i suppose she was filled with pain and saddness so ive been told. She she still be long suffering and depressed? Should she still aim to please others even if she could gather the joy to please herself? This girl was is now free she's no longer a people's pleaser....she has things she has to get accomplished for herself. She has a relationship with God that she no relizes is the upmost important thing in her life! Now that girl, the individual that comminited the most unthought of action, says the spectators. However, she is the happiest she has ever been and she refuses to let the devil or anybody else persuade her to do otherwise. Therefore, all she ask of you is to not judge her but to encourage her in her walk and change. And maybe just maybe if your heart is in the right place, grab her hand and walk with her!

When girl meets boy:)

So there is this boy, and if you ask me..i'll tell you he's pretty awsome:) We've been through soo much and we have only been taling for about a month or two but i just i refuse to give up on him or on LOVE! Its' strange because we have been talking for a long while but for some odd reason everytime he calls or texts me i still get butterflies in my tummy or i start smiling so hard its ridicculous! Things happen that any other girl would get mad or stop talking to a boy over but with me, i don't do that. I will never give up on us unless he's just too through with us being an item. But i have a nagging feeling that has me thinking we are on two diffrent pages. Only if he knew how much i like him, i like him so much its turning into love!! Man but he dosent believe me i just pray that he'll realive that we'll be perfect for each other if he'll put his all into it, into THIS!
He should know that he can trust me and i will never do anything to hurt him ever i will never cheat on him in any way shape, form or fashion, he's my baby and im not giving up on us [k.d.w] :)

From the HEART

ok, well im a little emotional at the moment because i just finished listening to this video my friend posted on Facebook and he was talking about some real facts in his life. Man believe me when i say that "when people tell me i can't make it or i can't have it or go through it" that only pushs me to do so much, i despise the people that try to belittle me. I'm steady proven these people wrong, everybody already have their own special little opinions and thoughts about me thanks to the ones that THINK they know me but have no idea! Therefore, i have given up on trying to prove myself to others..i just continue to do what ive been doing, which is living life for me and GOD !

-random conversation pt.1

How does one know when they have reached the point of NO RETURN or is there such a point?
Who is there to decided when its time to be more mature? Why didn't anyone tell me that when yuh get your heart broken it actually feels like your heart has been broken? Does anyone have the manual to L I F E? If i believed in the crystal ball i would so purchase one like a.s.a.p!
But instead i just take it up with God, i guess its good that we don't know what our futures hold..it'll ruin the special effects to life:) Does anyone have the recipe to success? Never mind i dont need it because i refuse to do anything other than succssed in life, do you know my name?..ima push until its IMPOSSIBLE to push any further!!! I hate to have things just "handed to me", i'd like to work for thank you! But, I guess if i had a little guenie bottle with a guenie in it and it offerd me to make three wishes..i'd do it !
would yuh like to know what my three wishes will be, hmm? ;) i bet you would but i don't even know i guess i'll know when that time comes, hahahaha! And if i ever tell you that it happend thats when you know i have truely lost my mind so dnt worry about me just help me find it!

-Food for thought pt.1:)

YOUThere is so much that goes on in people's life. Alot of people think that problems don't hit until your grown but that's not true at all. "Friends" come and go like a new fashion now-a-days. What does it take to find real people in the world with the right intensions? Their's alot of people that aren't on the same page as you and that can cause alot of controversy believe you me! Females that don't like you because you think your better than them or because you'r friends with their boyfriend! Whats a good reason to dislike someone? Is there one at all? I mean who do i go to so that i can get the intructions to life, the does and don'ts of girl world? There is so much that parents cant help us with or situations that they can't give you advise on. Better yet their are situations that you don't even WANT their advise on because you don't want to tell them about something that might have happened. It's not because you'r up to no good or even because you don't trust them, there's certain things you'll rather not share:) I have a fabulous relationship with my parents, expecially my mommy but hey i'm still i teen and i have my own business that i tend to keep secret is that wrong? I believe that there's only ONE WORLD the REAL WORLD and in that world things happen that YOU, YOURSELF have to be ready to face because MOMMY&DADDY isn't always going to be there for you!

-love, Almond Princess:)

Complete PANDEMONIUM!

If there was ever i time when it felt as if every sudden move you made can have fatel consequences...that time would be labeled JUNIOR SUMMER!! Going into your senior year there is so much that has to be done in what seems like 2 weeks until graduation but in actuality is 8 months. Do I have all of my credits? How is my attendence? Should i get into PAP or AP? How do i raise my class ranking? WAIT, what is my class ranking??? How many extra curricular activites can i participate in without being ROAD KILL!! What collage's should i sign up for, that majors in MY MAJOR?? Hold up, did i even decided on what i want to do when i graduate? Doctor or Mickey Dee's manager? hahaha How many times can i take my SAT's? Should i have taken my PSAT's? Should i go with him or not? Oh wait that has nothing to do with graduation but hey i mean im a teenage girl:) What i do know is that this is the summer going into my SENIOR year and if now isnt the time to buckle down then i really don't know when it is!

Do yuh know? yeah me either!

well Adios Amigos:)

-Almond Princess