-random conversation pt.1

How does one know when they have reached the point of NO RETURN or is there such a point?
Who is there to decided when its time to be more mature? Why didn't anyone tell me that when yuh get your heart broken it actually feels like your heart has been broken? Does anyone have the manual to L I F E? If i believed in the crystal ball i would so purchase one like a.s.a.p!
But instead i just take it up with God, i guess its good that we don't know what our futures hold..it'll ruin the special effects to life:) Does anyone have the recipe to success? Never mind i dont need it because i refuse to do anything other than succssed in life, do you know my name?..ima push until its IMPOSSIBLE to push any further!!! I hate to have things just "handed to me", i'd like to work for thank you! But, I guess if i had a little guenie bottle with a guenie in it and it offerd me to make three wishes..i'd do it !
would yuh like to know what my three wishes will be, hmm? ;) i bet you would but i don't even know i guess i'll know when that time comes, hahahaha! And if i ever tell you that it happend thats when you know i have truely lost my mind so dnt worry about me just help me find it!