My letter to God

Dear God, I know that i haven't been talking to you like i should be but i would like to take the time out to just write you. God there are so many fake people in the world i don't know who's real or not i mean you would think that people have a certain they woulod want to uphold. But i guess because everybody doen't have you and that's ashame. I'm not even mad at they people because i kniew it was going to come one day but i just didnt think that day was today. [ahahaha] All i can do is laugh and pray because i feel sorry for them..its so sad. Hmph welll thats all God


Amen:)

She's now free

It was mo longer hidden, it's no longer a secret! The girl that everyone once thought was perfect and without flaw, good skin, pretty eyes and smile with white teeth. Not too small nor too big, proper speaking habbits has messed up? How could she have did such horrid things like we've heard. This is an abomination, this makes zero sense to to us. But deep down way down inside of the little girl's heart i suppose she was filled with pain and saddness so ive been told. She she still be long suffering and depressed? Should she still aim to please others even if she could gather the joy to please herself? This girl was is now free she's no longer a people's pleaser....she has things she has to get accomplished for herself. She has a relationship with God that she no relizes is the upmost important thing in her life! Now that girl, the individual that comminited the most unthought of action, says the spectators. However, she is the happiest she has ever been and she refuses to let the devil or anybody else persuade her to do otherwise. Therefore, all she ask of you is to not judge her but to encourage her in her walk and change. And maybe just maybe if your heart is in the right place, grab her hand and walk with her!

When girl meets boy:)

So there is this boy, and if you ask me..i'll tell you he's pretty awsome:) We've been through soo much and we have only been taling for about a month or two but i just i refuse to give up on him or on LOVE! Its' strange because we have been talking for a long while but for some odd reason everytime he calls or texts me i still get butterflies in my tummy or i start smiling so hard its ridicculous! Things happen that any other girl would get mad or stop talking to a boy over but with me, i don't do that. I will never give up on us unless he's just too through with us being an item. But i have a nagging feeling that has me thinking we are on two diffrent pages. Only if he knew how much i like him, i like him so much its turning into love!! Man but he dosent believe me i just pray that he'll realive that we'll be perfect for each other if he'll put his all into it, into THIS!
He should know that he can trust me and i will never do anything to hurt him ever i will never cheat on him in any way shape, form or fashion, he's my baby and im not giving up on us [k.d.w] :)

From the HEART

ok, well im a little emotional at the moment because i just finished listening to this video my friend posted on Facebook and he was talking about some real facts in his life. Man believe me when i say that "when people tell me i can't make it or i can't have it or go through it" that only pushs me to do so much, i despise the people that try to belittle me. I'm steady proven these people wrong, everybody already have their own special little opinions and thoughts about me thanks to the ones that THINK they know me but have no idea! Therefore, i have given up on trying to prove myself to others..i just continue to do what ive been doing, which is living life for me and GOD !